May 2010
5 posts
Goodnight.
Another day…
Another nightmare.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1wMMlvccJA
Radio
head
Before you're lost between the notes
the beat goes round and round
February 2010
20 posts
June 19th, 2009
The Beatles - You really gotta hold on me
I don’t like you But I love you Seems that I’m always Thinkin’ of you Oh, ho, ho, you treat me badly I love you madly You’ve really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me) You really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me) Baby I don’t want you But I need you Don’t wanna kiss you But I need to Oh, ho,...
Sleepers Digest
I close my eyes
and time becomes timeless
there is no sound
there is only white
white room
white noise
white lies
white eyes
pupils nowhere in sight
I loose all sense of direction
but I know you’re there
I feel the warm breath
then the Kiss of Life
Black.out.
Chairlift - Bruises
I tried to do handstands for you I tried to do headstands for you Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell I tried to do handstands for you But everytime I fell for you I’m permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you. I tried to do handstands for you I tried to do handstands for you Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell I tried to do handstands for you but everytime...
Sleepers Digest
Don’t miss the midnight showing
of my deepest, darkest desires
where you prove every body wrong
sweep my off of my isolated cloud
and take me to the stars
because in my dreams, I run around in empty rooms
and i miss you, too.
Sleepers Digest
Welcome to the 2 a.m. showing
of my deepest, darkest dreams
where you stand next me
on top of a cloud
looking down over complete blackness
frightened,
I search for your eyes
and I loose my breath
because I find you looking for mine.
Open Secrets
The music rings in my ears
The room is hot and humid
From all the smoke
And dancing
~
This couch is uncomfortable and itchy
The drink in my hand is now warm
And way too sweet
Time hasn’t crossed my mind
~
1:30a.m.
~
A girl next to me hands over the pipe
“Take a hit”
It fills my lungs
~
I cough and walk outside
To get SOME air
~
2:45a.m.
~
Take my place back...
Anything to Forget Everything
I write this my friends
Not as a poem
Not to show my wit
or to show any emotion
This is more of a message
To any one that has not found their escape.
~
Someday it will come to you
And I’m telling you to praise it
And fight for it
Because this world is an awful place sometimes
And during those times
We each need to find an escape
~
Find yours
Whatever it may be
A book
A...
.
Can’t sleep with the sound of your voice ringing in my ears
Can’t sleep with the image of your face fresh in my memory
Can’t wake up from the dream of you and me
flying over the city
with your fingers locked tightly in mine
Can’t wake up from the coffee I just drank
****
Welcome to the 2 a.m. showing,
of my darkest dreams,
where everything is less than what it seems,
there’s no sunlight peeking through the cracks,
just shadows down abandoned railroad tracks.
*
What is the right of way?
I can’t seem to remember my name.
What was the right choice?
I seem to have lost my voice.
You spoke to me once
of secrets you never shared.
You loved me once
our faults and insecurities suddenly repaired.
Miscommunication was never put
into consideration.
When will it be put to speculation?
I forgot my medication.
*
Leave me alone
If you hate me so much
Why do you keep coming back?
Why do you care?
You say you don’t
Deny the truth
Always the easy way out
All I want is you
When smiles are not enough
What am I to do?
I broke my own heart
and broke yours, too
Now I’m hurting the worst
While you do what you always do
Who says I should be the one to call
You never understood anything...
To You It May Concern
It’s funny how we look to the past
How we laugh, cry, get angered
Disappointed
Guilty
Relieved
For the things that have happened in our lives.
It’s silly if you think about it
Living in the past
Missing things that aren’t there
..anymore.
I guess I’m one of those silly people.
When our friendship seemed to have
Mattered the most to each other
It made sense
It...
~
As the sun rises over the city
We sit
(some distance between us)
Breathless
From climbing the hill
We take it all in
As the sky brightens
Cold, fresh air
Dew drops on the grass
Surrounding us
The tree, a few feet away, so still
Dark, forbidden
We both breath it in
Watching people leave their houses
To go to work
Just another day
As the afternoon heat rises
We sit under the tree
Now...
~
Sitting here
Crowded spaces
Trying to come up with words
That will fill these empty pages
All I can think of
Is loosing myself
Just to have my name on a shelf
Where you will one day
See from far away
Then head the other way.
~*~*~
Time for another poem
For another drink
For another piece of ass
For another high
Reaching the clear, blue sky
Always an understatement
When you and I would fly
Happy
Not so happy
No one thought it would end crappy
But it hasn’t ended yet
Nothing has been mended
There’s still the empty pot of gold
At the end of that rainbow
A little rain won’t hurt
Lightning...
Sleepers Digest
Don’t miss the 2 a.m. showing
Of my weakest and faintest dream
Filled with shady cheeks
Windy smiles
Drawn eyes
So forgettable.
Laying on a cloud
Looking up at the ocean
Stars below my reach
..this is worth every penny.
"Untitled"
Honestly,
I don’t care how you feel about me right now.
It doesn’t matter that you won’t be the same with me.
Ignore me.
Hate me.
Feel what you have to feel.
I just want you to know that I’m waiting here
Whenever you’re ready to believe..
That I love you too…
Yes,
The past is a line down to the present.
Thank God for that
Because I would have never seen my...
Rock Paper Scissors Lizard Spock
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Project 3 for my Media Class
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pItTup38qyU
Workplace
This was the first night we had been together completely alone. Everyone else was miles away, probably at some party, blown out of their minds. Even if I were to call one of them, they wouldn’t be able to get back to me. Not now. It was 1:30a.m. We had just finished our 2nd bowl and started smoking a cigarette. Ciggy’s always boosted my highs. Just something about the smoke and the way...