“Untitled”

Honestly,
I don’t care how you feel about me right now.
It doesn’t matter that you won’t be the same with me.
Ignore me.
Hate me.
Feel what you have to feel.
I just want you to know that I’m waiting here
Whenever you’re ready to believe..
That I love you too…

Yes,
The past is a line down to the present.
Thank God for that
Because I would have never seen my mistakes
Without it.
I wasn’t there when you needed me
But I’m here now and always will be.

I can’t sleep.
I can’t eat.
I can’t get you off of my mind.
I know you’ll see that in time.
I want to be yours
For you are mine.

Until you regain conciousness….

Can we take a walk?
Can I hold your heavy bags?
Can I kiss the lips
That have spoken the words
I will never forget?

Can I tell you how sorry I am?
Can I take your head out of the sand?

Can I put my heart in your hand?